i just don't know why my tears just keep falling...

my dear future husband
i dont know where are u
i dont even have a chance to meet u...

but i know certainly how my feeling are..
i don't have doubt about you..

its just the tears wont stop falling..

i do miss u
i do love u with all my heart

its still ok...
im not fragile  as before i meet u

i just afraid that u might left me alone
but i should not had that kind of doubt

nk kuar tp x jd... kata kejap... tp bekurun tunggu nih... bejanggut da..

awk.. kali ni awk berjanji lagi....

buat sekian kalinya.. sy percayakan awk....
mmg dr dulu sy percayakan awk..
tp awk mungkiri lagi...
awk...
susah sangat ke permintaan saya ni....
berat sangt ke???
sy teringin nk jumpa awk...
3 tahun lebih da awk kita kenal...
kaur dating pun x..
bukan nk pergi mana pun...
nk cari cincin nikah kita jugkkn????

kalau awk x mampu @ takut...
katakan lah...
sy dengar...
sy faham...
selama ni sy terima semua alasan awak...
xcukup ke???
sy percayakan awk..
xcukup ke????

sy sakit hati bkn sbb diri awk..
tp perangai awk
sekurang2ny bg la tawu...
sy faham awk...
sy faham...
sy bkn desak awk pun nk kuar ngn saya..

selama ni kita x jadi keluar ngan janji awak yg banyak tabur tu...
ada sy cool kan...
sy ade hati gak... ni 1 hari tunggu awk... call x angkat.. msg x balas...
sabo tawu.....


ntah la awk....
awk janji nk melamar sy awal raya ni pun sy mampu tunggu n lihat je...
nk buat persiapan takut x jadi...
mmmmm moga Allah terus kuatkan hati sy nih...

awk...
sy syg awk..
sy cintakan awk..
sbb tu sy sabo ngn karenah awk...
tp sabo seseorng manusia tu ada hadny...

araso????

i miss u

HOw am i gonna say that i miss u much....

How can i told u that i hurt because i miss u n love u.....

How can i face u went i miss u a lot..........

I hurt... i cried a lot.... just because of u...


Owh dear.... but i still love u.. n i still miss u.... your laugh, husky voice,...  ur warm...  how i miss those moment...

N we???

 Keep argument about some little2 things... perhaps... im the one who wrong... keep calling n texting u... while u might be somewhere else... without known....

I had tried so many times not to dail ur number.. but it's hard enough to resist my self into it....

Let's only Allah know how much the pain from missing n loving u....

I need to start change the way i am... to prepared my self as ur wife too be....